brain is fried

I haven't been avoiding this thing purposely... I've started to write something a couple times but I just haven't felt like continuing what I was saying... so I just closed it and went on.

I am so mentally and physically drained right now that I can hardly think straight. I spent four hours this evening fighting a virus on my computer and I'm not sure where it came from and that's what's really making me uneasy. It all started about 6:30pm and I still feel so queasy I could throw up.

The whole thing happened so fast and thank God I caught it so quickly because the virus that I had can go crazy for what I've read about it. It was like somebody pulled a string and I got so wound up I could hardly breath or think straight and now that's it's all said and done, I'm having a hard time unwinding from it all.

I'm completely frazzled right now and I can't even begin to imagine how I would have felt had I not had all of my stuff backed up... it's completely crazy... I got an external harddrive back in January and I back up the stuff that is really important to me every MWF, so I would have lost a couple things, but nothing major.

This really wasn't how I planned to spend my evening... I was really wanting to watch the All Star game and I got to watch about an hour and a half of it before this all went down and I missed it all practically because I was so distracted.... hell I thought the National League was winning and couldn't figure out why they were batting again when it was the bottom of the ninth... then I figured out that the 4 was by the AL... felt so stupid after that haha

I had this plan to write tonight and get some chapters out for a story I'm working on and that obviously didn't happen... maybe tomorrow